A Twilight Kiss

A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Robert Pattinson for Kristen Stewart

It was the premiere night of our film, Twilight, in the City of Angels or Los Angeles. How ironic, I thought. A film about vampires will be birthed in a “holy” place. My mouth twitched in amusement.

This night will be the turning point of the careers of everyone involved, yet, I couldn’t care less. I only wanted one thing, or, rather, person.

I watched furtively for her arrival, answering the questions of the reporters charmingly, yet still totally focused with the task on hand. All my senses were centered on pinpointing when she appears.

The days that we have been away from each other have torn me apart. I hungered for the sound of her voice, the touch of her skin, the enticing scent of her hair and the very essence of her presence.

And then, I knew the very moment when she stepped on the red carpet. My body came alive. I twisted my neck eagerly to see her gliding out of the car. My breath caught in my throat at the lovely vision she made. I longed to have her warmth to be beside mine. If possible, I would have flown to her side. Instead, I had to will myself to wait for her to traverse the line of reporters’ barrage of queries until she reaches me.

A sudden flow of air brought her scent to my starving senses, and I clenched my fists to control the sudden urge to pounce, to hook her waist and to capture her forcefully in a tight embrace as I claim her lips in a hungry kiss.

Instead, I strained my senses to hear her breath and the cadence of her voice across the length that separated us. I forced myself to continue the patter of question and answer with the press people in front of me, while I tried to take deep breaths to slow down the thunderous beating of my heart.

Finally, she was beside me, and I gently engulfed her delicate hand inside mine. As my gaze traveled from the tendrils of hair caressing her forehead, her bright intelligent eyes, her creamy rose-tinted cheeks, and her smiling lips, my eyes lidded over, and, all I could think of was touching those lips with my own.

I had been drawn to her ever since the audition, and the main reason I agreed to do the Twilight movie was to be with her, and our daily contact during the shooting only intensified my longing for her to be mine. I even proposed to her during an intense private moment. The thought of Kristen as my wife made the blood roar in my ears.

My intent must have been plainly written on my face. I barely registered the gasps and screams from the crowd, the furiously flashing cameras, and the happy exclamations of the publicity staff regarding the possibility of a real kiss between its two Twilight stars.

My whole being was concentrated on her. My hands were trembling from the feel of clasping her hands in mine. My blood surged through my arteries as I drew closer. I slowed down my movement as long as possible, giving her all the chances to say no by merely turning her head away. Yet, she was still, oh, so very still, as if she too wondered what it would be like to kiss as Robert and Kristen, and not as our characters Edward and Bella in the Twilight saga.

I paused, hovering near her trembling lips, just inhaling the puffs of air that escaped her throat, luxuriating in the richness of her breath, before finally gently pulling away. My muscles shuddered with the effort, for my body longed to give in to its desire, but, it was not the right time, nor would it be ethical. Kristen was still spoken for. From the corner of my eye, I saw Michael glaring furiously.

I reined in my passion and settled for sinking into the depths of her eyes, and fervently hoped that I have the strength for what will be clearly a torturous journey to claim the one who had stolen my heart.

Photo Courtesy of Entertainment Tonight

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