The Robert Pattinson Diaries — Making Love to Kristen Stewart (Romantic Version)
WARNING: This post contains language and images that you may find offensive. Please use your own discretion.
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Robert Pattinson for Kristen Stewart
As we had choreographed with the director, I began by standing in the shadows, in a staged bedroom that was supposedly located on Isle Esme, yet, in reality, was a closed set in Vancouver.
The other camera angles of the second honeymoon sequence in Breaking Dawn have been taken. The intimate closeups were the only ones remaining. This was going to be the last time we had to execute the mating dance for the hungry lens that devoured every passionate caress and cry that Kristen and I mustered.
I grinned briefly against the despondency that was threatening to overwhelm my eyes with tears, fighting with every emotional sinew the crushing agony that was crashing against my self-built dam of control. I erected the walls higher automatically, exceedingly aware that my survival was at its core and foundation.
This same self-control made certain that I poured my soul into the scene, and yet, at the end of each take I could casually move away for the next one, breaking into laughter once in a while to reduce the mountain of tension between my scene partner and I.
As the scene commenced, I brooded in the dark corner like the vampire that I was playing, watching with covetous eyes her every movement, wishing with hopeless despair that this would not be the last time that I would witness her beautiful curves intimately, to look upon her slender shape sheathed sensually with black lace that allowed her pale skin to be seen in minute shapes that begged to be touched.
The blood rushed to my loins as I watched Kristen writhe on the bed, her back arching repeatedly, her seaweed hair tossed with the anxious turns of her head, her black lace nightgown straining to cover her limbs as it rode higher upon her thrashing legs, her agitated movements throwing the covers to the floor, her pale arms clutching the air for her invisible lover as if she were in the midst of an erotic dream.
Then she suddenly sat up with tears streaming down her cheeks. I was beside her in an instant, my arms embracing her in comfort. I tenderly brushed the tears from her pale skin and reassured her, “It’s okay, love, you’re fine. I’m here. It was only a dream.”
But, my gentle words did not console her. She muttered plaintively, “But it was a good dream. I wanted it to be real.”
“Tell me about it. Maybe that will help.”
She looked at me with an unbearable longing that tugged at my own heart, and then, she suddenly threw herself into my arms, her slight weight crashing onto my chest, and feverishly rained my face with needy kisses that had me insistently pushing back at her shoulders, “No, I can’t. I can’t.”
“Please. Please.”
I couldn’t resist her eyes, and I groaned as I caved in to her entreating pleas. Her nails clawed my shoulders hungrily, causing me to haul her closer to my hardening frame, letting her feel my burgeoning desire. My physical response only served to encourage her as she opened her legs to grip my waist, tightly pressing herself against me, inflaming me further.
Video Courtesy of Vanity Fair
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We kissed hungrily, straining to devour each other’s lips, mouths open to receive plunging and twirling tongues, our breaths mingling, our life force pounding through our arteries.
Inhaling her mouth-watering scent, I dropped my head to nip her neck repeatedly, pulling the skin away from the arch with my teeth, nibbling at the pliant flesh before letting it snap back, while I continued my heated journey down to her shoulder blades, where the straps of her black lace nightgown displeased me with its imprisonment of her translucent curves from my hungry gaze.
I tore the delicate lace, causing it to slither down and pool at her waist. I leaned back to let my scorching eyes move over her pleasing form. I placed my palms on her waist and let them travel to chest level to pull her for my waiting lips, simulating the pleasuring of her breasts as she threw back her head in ecstasy, while the cameras documented our pseudo lovemaking.
Kristen began to move her hips urgently against my rigid rod, making me growl at her daring to take advantage of the scene to satisfy herself, but, I was a masochistic lion to her lamb, so I let her gratify her pulsing slit with my straining shaft, even putting my hands on her hips to aid her movements as continuous little moans trembled from her lips.
As I gazed at her flushed cheeks and glowing eyes, I resolved resolutely that our personal tryst was a secret that I would harbor to myself, knowing that shooting the physically intimate sequences was the only way Kristen could release her subconscious love for me, making me ache in yearning for the truth to spear her.
As she shuddered in orgasm, I quickly flipped her over so that her back was to me, the choreographed movement hiding the truth of her reaction with her flaying hair striking her across the mouth and muffling the strangled scream coming from her throat, while the abrupt change in position distracted the eye.
In another pre-arranged move, I covered her breasts with my forearm, careful not to let the tone colored covers on her mounds rise above my protective appendage.
Then, as necessitated by Breaking Dawn’s call for “scraps of black lace,” I tore the remains of the ruffled nightgown, giving the audience the impression of the loss of control in the face of mounting heat.
I wanted to laugh gratingly at the mistaken notion, for I had to sternly rein in my passions, while, to my dismay, my Breaking Dawn mortal wife was losing hers as she succumbed to the blazing fury of her desires.
She bowed her body, consequently, pressing her spheres more insistently against my arm, the nubbins of her breasts straining to push away their covers so that they could scrape naked against my skin, while the fleshy curve of her bottom rubbed insistently against my groin.
I clamped my other arm across her writhing hips, my fingers clenching in the nude colored shorts to strive to control her urgent feverish squirming. I lowered myself so her legs could straddle my hips, and, under the pretense of finishing the scene, I once again let her pleasure herself upon my hapless hardness, uncontrollably wanting to bring her only delight.
As she gripped my forearm and turned her head to the side to sink her teeth into my chest, I knew she had reached her pinnacle, and the slight pain from her bite made me reach out to the left side of the headboard, my grip gouging out the weakened wood.
As we tenderly kissed in the aftermath of our breathtaking encounter, I dimly heard the director yell, “Cut! Good take, guys. We have more than enough to edit.”
We barely had time to disentangle ourselves before production assistants came out of nowhere to offer us robes. I hurriedly shrugged into mine and grabbed a pillow to cover myself.
The director prattled on how he was very pleased with the shots, giving me enough time to slow down the cadence of my heartbeat and for me to go back to normal proportions. I avoided looking at Kristen, and, I instinctively knew she was doing the same.
As the director continued to compliment our performance, I yearned to just run away and keep on running, but, I forced myself to stay still, to smile and respond at the right moments, before grasping the earliest opening to make my excuses. The director patted me on the back, then offered his hand to Kristen to help her off the bed.
As I moved towards the studio doors, I looked back once, only to catch her eyes following me. I gently smiled at her in a silent farewell, and then lowered my lids quickly to hide the gloomy sadness that saturated the orbs.
Photo Courtesy of GQ Magazine
Photo: Nathaniel Goldberg
I continued my exit, genially receiving the teasing and the congratulations from the numbered crew members of the closed set as I made my way back to my trailer, before tiredly going back to my hotel room, where I threw myself on the bed in an exhausted dreamless sleep.
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
Lovemaking in a Series of Washes and/or Dissolves Since The Twilight Saga has to be GP, then the honeymoon scenes will most likely be a series of short clips that are dissolved or washed in and out, just like the Underworld 3 video above, but, without that astride over the legs part.
Second Lovemaking Scene There were two lovemaking scenes alluded to in Breaking Dawn while Bella Swan and Edward Cullen were on honeymoon on Isle Esme. This is the second one where she wakes up from a dream. Note that I have brought in the book details of “scraps of black lace” and “gouges on the left side of the headboard” to make it more of a fun read. 
Dedicated to the ATwilightKiss Readers For those who have repeatedly asked for an entry in The Robert Pattinson Diaries, well, the muses kicked in with that abstinence post. Yup, real or imagined abstinence can be sexy.
And with regards to the hard core version, I’ve decided that it would be more interesting to take it from Kristen Stewart’s point of view, thus, it will appear in her diaries. (Update: I’m sorry, but, my webmaster has advised me that a hard core version should not be posted on ATK. My apologies.)
Happy Birthday Mr. Pattinson Although it will be in The Kristen Stewart Diaries, it will still be my Happy Birthday gift to Rob.
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The Robert Pattinson Diaries — Biting and Sucking the Finger of Kristen Stewart
April 5th, 2009 at 8:14 pm
LOL.. I opened this site at the right time..
Can’t wait for Kristen’s Diaries..lol..
Btw, I can’t stop smiling right now..
Oh Lorna.. you’re just so..
Ugh, I’m speechless..
April 5th, 2009 at 8:16 pm
I just can say..
THANK YOU SO MUCH, LORNA
April 5th, 2009 at 8:20 pm
More! More! I want some MORE! hahaha
I don’t know what to say…I became dumb after reading this
Sorry friend, my brain is not functioning – and it’s your fault. hahaha
April 5th, 2009 at 8:25 pm
WOW!!!!That was super HOOOTTTT!!! (giggling) I hope they plan to finish Breaking dawn! And i hope they mark it rated-r,its for the adult time!!! hahahahaha…. HUH! That was so really hot!! YOURE SO AMAZING LORNA!!!
April 5th, 2009 at 8:27 pm
Im so w-t right now! hahahaha…..
April 5th, 2009 at 11:05 pm
oh my, that was very nice… very passionate… very real… wow, oh wow….
that was absolutely remarkable. sighs… oh wow.
April 6th, 2009 at 12:00 am
Okay, I admit it–I got hot while I read. Some very nice visual images you painted there! Also, some embarrassing ones. I’ve always wondered how actors can DO these type of scenes, especially guys because they can’t hide their body’s reaction. And if the two actors in question are attracted to each other, but not free to act, that just triples the angst. So I was kind of sad, too, while reading. Which means you accomplished what you set out to do with this piece!
Now, if I can just nudge-ith you to stop describing eyes as “orbs”? Just call them eyes, Lorna.
April 6th, 2009 at 1:30 am
LORNA FOR PRESIDENT!!
“I dropped my head to nip her neck repeatedly, pulling the skin away from the arch with my teeth, nibbling at the pliant flesh before letting it snap back, while I continued my heated journey down to her shoulder blades”
Oh dear.. That’s just.. amazing
OME, thank you!
April 6th, 2009 at 1:35 am
Whoooaaaa .. I opened my computer just after I had a shower. Now reading this, I just have to go back again and turn the heater off .. LOL
Super hot Lorna!! Good work, as usual =)
Now where is my Breaking Dawn book …
April 6th, 2009 at 3:08 am
Yes we want more!
I felt like I was there in the room with them! I also wondered how actors can restrain themselves!
April 6th, 2009 at 12:35 pm
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
i stopped breathing when i read the story.
Very good jooobbbb lornaaaa
hey, i found a video that kris and rob, like, showed they love to eachother.
Oh and i think i have to remind you, that the honey moon has 3 making love scene
two that you told on the notes
other one, ‘burning calories, inhuman speed of Edward’
now i’m waiting for the KS Diaries.
April 6th, 2009 at 1:06 pm
You’re damn good! Oh my, I’m completely addicted to your site, your writings make me imagne everything to be true! I so love this site! Go lorna!!!
April 6th, 2009 at 5:54 pm
HOTNESS!!! and i mean literally hot… i spilled my tea while reading it. and i’m drinking ginseng infused tea (you know what they say about ginseng ;P), oh my, im definitely having libido overload now!
April 6th, 2009 at 11:43 pm
GREAT JOB LORNA!!!! Once again youv’e made the robesten dream for us fans a little bit more real!! I also found myself smiling and giggling for some parts. Wow it makes wonder what Rob will think of it all(breaking dawn love scene) in REAL life. Hope the movie is as good as your version!!!!!! I loved it!!!
Thanks
April 13th, 2009 at 3:16 pm
what more can i say? there’s no accurate word to describe this.. well done!=)
April 19th, 2009 at 4:11 am
Wait, are they actually dating? ‘Cause I thought that Kristin was dating some guy named Michael. She said in an interview that she loved him more than anything.
April 19th, 2009 at 6:18 am
Hi J.J., there is no public confirmation regarding a break up between Michael and Kristen, although there are rumors as always. And, fyi, all the stories in this category are labeled “fictitious.” Thank you.
And, thanks everybody! I’m glad you enjoyed reading it.
April 19th, 2009 at 9:53 pm
urmm, this is very sexy. hehe, so seductive – every single detail is .. ohh god, i can’t explain it, speechless from the top to the bottom.
April 24th, 2009 at 9:09 am
MAN!!! this is so good to read from top to bottom and we want more to read, please! anyways, is this from book 4 or 2 the movie or what is it?
April 24th, 2009 at 9:55 am
Hi Margaret. The Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart diaries are fictional accounts that were written by me — Lorna Lopez. There are two categories with the same name on the sidebar. Just click on them and other stories will appear. Thank you.
April 27th, 2009 at 10:00 pm
“And with regards to the hard core version, I’ve decided that it would be more interesting to take it from Kristen Stewart’s point of view, thus, it will appear in her diaries.” Can U pls tell when?
Thanks
April 27th, 2009 at 10:05 pm
Diana, sorry, I write based on what I feel for the moment. I would love to give you a date, but, I honestly don’t know. It will write itself when the muses strike.
April 27th, 2009 at 11:50 pm
k, thanks
May 8th, 2009 at 11:12 am
Hey, keep up the good work, Lorna. Your diaries are awesome.
I believe I’m not a Robsten shipper, but can’t deny they’d make a cute couple together.
I think I like what you do with these diaries, EXACTLY because it is based on logic reasoning.
Cos I ran to some Robsten fanfic, so many are cute and enjoyable, but I longed for the ones
that really can make me shout “Wow that’s so surreal’. Your diaries does that. Cos I really like
how it is been really well-researched and developed, that it makes it so authentic to read.
Having myself so deeply poisoned by X-Files (for 9 consequent years), I can’t help but being
skeptical (too skeptical sometimes to the point of denial) on the on-going non-stop rumors of R/K.
Even like Mulder, to the point of paranoia XD.*)
You did a really good job of being my internal Scully, when mine is sometimes swept out
by the ruling Mulder-me.
So Lorna, would you help me peeking inside Rob/Kstew diaries, on these various specific themes I had in mind?
If you would, how can I inform you the list of the themes I’d like to check out?
If I did missed an entry, would you inform me which posts they’re in?
There is one I’d like to peek now, the pages where RP or KS would probably wrote with the title:
“Curious Case of The Comic Con’s Closed-Cranial-Conversation of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart”.
Thank you. Good job.
May 8th, 2009 at 11:55 am
Wow, mayhemonte! That pleases me to no end… That’s a great compliment! To be the Scully to Molder is just fantastic!
Regarding the Comic Con, the posts that I’ve written are (but they are not in diary entry form):
I Want To See Robert Pattinson Fall Off The Bed While Kissing Kristen Stewart
Robert Pattinson Refuses to Suck the Finger of Kristen Stewart
All the diary entries are in two categories — The Robert Pattinson Diaries and The Kristen Stewart Diaries. You can access them on the sidebar.
Thanks again!
May 10th, 2009 at 10:07 am
I will have to say that you did an amazing job describing their love scene. I was literally at the edge of my seat when reading this. You did a great job capturing the two making love! I had to read it a couple of times more, it was so good.
Q:I know you wrote this, but did Robert give you his perspective during this scene in order for you to write this diary?
May 10th, 2009 at 10:16 am
Susan, that’s a fantastic compliment! Thank you very much for your question! But, let me state that I am in no way affiliated with Robert Pattinson nor any member of his management team. Thank you.
May 21st, 2009 at 9:46 pm
OMG, i am so pleased to find your site, you are a talented writer, i love the diaries … you made rob so much like edward. ..lol…
wow… this entry is so so so hot…….
May 24th, 2009 at 3:41 am
can you do a version of the honeymoon in breaking dawn but in edward’s and bella’s pov, in super R rated
for adult readers..
May 25th, 2009 at 10:35 am
You deserve the compliment, hun.
As I said. Keep up the good work.
It may occur hen to everyone that being serious can absolutely be so exciting. You know what I mean.
May 30th, 2009 at 12:30 am
oh my god!!! more please!!! hey can you do this scene in kristens diary too please? this was really good by the way lorna! =]
June 1st, 2009 at 1:01 am
wow! im speachless!!! but she actully wears a ivory satin o well this is awesome yur da best!!!
June 2nd, 2009 at 12:07 am
man…i need time breathe!!!…wow that was soooo amazing and heart wrenching!!!…soo poetic and beautiful.
June 28th, 2009 at 11:42 pm
ok its been like two months where is our kristen stewart version? like rob and kristen are pining for eachother im pining for the next story!
June 30th, 2009 at 6:03 pm
Ahhh i am soo glad u did that it was so hot and sexy i almost coughed up my dinner. LOL.
June 30th, 2009 at 8:14 pm
te tendrian que contratar para el libreto de amanecer , te lo mereces .
July 27th, 2009 at 1:36 am
Oh my Gosh that was awsome!
July 27th, 2009 at 1:38 am
Oh and can u do Kristen’s side of the story please please. I’m starving for more…..
July 27th, 2009 at 1:41 am
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August 2nd, 2009 at 1:19 am
damn lorna..you are such a good writer..creating a good fantasy in our head..making us hunger for more..
August 2nd, 2009 at 2:47 am
A-W-E-S-O-M-E
It’s just f-*king amazing!!!
Yo’re a great writter Lorna!!!
August 2nd, 2009 at 5:28 am
Thanks you very much everybody!
August 2nd, 2009 at 8:26 am
Im German but that is so good written!
Thats an good Idea from you this Robert Kristen Diary thing.
I excited to read more in Kristens diarys!
THANK YOU for your phantasie!
August 13th, 2009 at 12:32 pm
DAMN YOUR AWESOME!!!!!! Ill never read Breaking Dawn the same again!!! Can’t wait 4 Kstew. Diary. Ur Soooo talented keep up the gud work!!!!!!!!
August 22nd, 2009 at 11:20 am
Where is kristen’s version?!?! I can’t wait to read it!!!
August 22nd, 2009 at 11:45 am
Ok I’ve been waiting and waiting for Kristen’s version on this and I know that this must take up a lot of your time but please wright it. I’m going mad.
August 31st, 2009 at 6:56 am
Lorna, PLEASE write the KStew diary!!!u post the RPatz diary like 4 months ago!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!! Ur the best writer ever!!
September 1st, 2009 at 1:21 am
whoa. i got all hot and bothered. i cant believe u lorna! nice work. keep em coming.
now gotta turn up the ac and take another shower(cold). lolz
October 30th, 2009 at 1:12 am
oooohhhh lorna that was orgasmic i’m sorry but is true oh my god….. please more how about the first night there’s nothing in the book c’mon the first night please please. oh nd thank you
November 13th, 2009 at 1:59 am
Please do this in Kristen’s point of veiw? It would be amazing. Or i agree with alba gutierrez.. what about the first night on esme’s island?
December 17th, 2009 at 1:26 am
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that is all i can sy
January 10th, 2010 at 2:34 am
wowo!!!!!!!!! that is really sexy and exotic. you guys did good. i cant wait to see the movie.
January 10th, 2010 at 2:35 am
wow!!!!!!!!! that is really sexy and exotic. you guys did good. i cant wait to see the movie.
January 10th, 2010 at 2:37 am
wow!!!!!!! you guys made me go unfire. that was good keep it up. i cant wait to see the movie
January 20th, 2010 at 4:22 am
OMG! I can’t say Anything…
When I Read it I was Like It really Happened?
You Might be a Mind Reader and I think you Know what he felt that time
March 20th, 2010 at 12:04 am
Is this really from Robert Pattinson or you do it… I’m confussed…
March 20th, 2010 at 12:04 am
It’s not Robert. Lorna writes at the top it’s a fictitious diary entry. Besides, Rob is a very private person. I don’t think think he would put his thoughts online.
March 21st, 2010 at 10:33 am
ok thanks i was worried
July 21st, 2011 at 10:41 am
i love all of them TEAM EDWARD
July 21st, 2011 at 10:45 am
Team Edward or Team Jacob…..DUH GOLD FIGURE TEAM EMETTE