The Robert Pattinson Diaries — Kissing Kristen Stewart at the LA Twilight Premiere
A Fictitious Tale That Chronicles the Thirst of Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen for Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan
It was the premiere night of our film, Twilight, in the City of Angels or Los Angeles. How ironic, I thought. A film about vampires will be birthed in a “holy” place. My mouth twitched in amusement.
This night will be the turning point of the careers of everyone involved, yet, I couldn’t care less. I only wanted one thing, or, rather, person.
I watched furtively for her arrival, answering the questions of the reporters charmingly, yet still totally focused with the task on hand. All my senses were centered on pinpointing when she appears.
The days that we have been away from each other have torn me apart. I hungered for the sound of her voice, the touch of her skin, the enticing scent of her hair and the very essence of her presence.
And then, I knew the very moment when she stepped on the red carpet. My body came alive. I twisted my neck eagerly to see her gliding out of the car. My breath caught in my throat at the lovely vision she made.
I longed to have her warmth to be beside mine. If possible, I would have flown to her side. Instead, I had to will myself to wait for her to traverse the line of reporters’ barrage of queries until she reaches me.
A sudden flow of air brought her scent to my starving senses, and I clenched my fists to control the sudden urge to pounce, to hook her waist and to capture her forcefully in a tight embrace as I claim her lips in a hungry kiss.
Instead, I strained my senses to hear her breath and the cadence of her voice across the length that separated us. I forced myself to continue the patter of question and answer with the press people in front of me, while I tried to take deep breaths to slow down the thunderous beating of my heart.
Finally, she was beside me, and I gently engulfed her delicate hand inside mine. As my gaze traveled from the tendrils of hair caressing her forehead, her bright intelligent eyes, her creamy rose-tinted cheeks, and her smiling lips, my eyes lidded over, and, I slowly began the descent that will touch her lips with mine.
I have been drawn to her ever since the audition, and the main reason I agreed to do the Twilight movie was to be with her, and our daily contact during the shooting only intensified my longing for her to be mine. I even proposed to her during an intense private moment. The thought of Kristen as my wife made the blood roar in my ears.
I barely registered the gasps and screams from the crowd, the furiously flashing cameras, and the happy exclamations of the publicity staff.
My whole being was concentrated on her. My hands were trembling from the feel of clasping her hands in mine. My blood surged through my arteries as I drew closer. I slowed down my movement as long as possible, giving her all the chances to say no by merely turning her head away. Yet, she was still, oh, so very still, as if she too wondered what it would be like to kiss as Robert and Kristen, and not as our characters Edward and Bella in the Twilight saga.
I paused, hovering near her trembling lips, just inhaling the puffs of air that escaped her throat, luxuriating in the richness of her breath, before finally gently touching her softness with my tentative ones.
As we lingered over our first real kiss as man and woman, I couldn’t help the triumphant trumpeting of my joyous heart, and I slid my hands to clasp the small of her back so that I could bring her closer to my frame. But before the kiss could blaze any further, I reined in my passion and settled for sinking into the depths of her eyes, knowing that we will be exploring the possibilities of our future together.

Photo Courtesy of Entertainment Tonight
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes Seeing the Twilight Tokyo Premiere has made me long for that earlier time when Rob was so into Kristen. Now, it seems that his feelings have tapered off into a professional and friendly level, probably subdued by the circumstances surrounding the Twilight couple.
I have posted an earlier Robert Pattinson Diary version of this, albeit, with an “unhappy ending,” in the sense that Rob restrains himself because of the presence of the boyfriend of Kristen Stewart.
In this particular version, the boyfriend does NOT exist, so Rob and Kristen can kiss without any restraint.
Historically, this story is significant for me because it is the FIRST POST I ever wrote about Twilight, but, I published it in my other blog — TheBachelorGirl — on 20 November 2008.
When my Twilight obsession threatened to overrun TheBachelorGirl blog, I decided to create A Twilight Kiss on 04 December 2008.
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March 3rd, 2009 at 11:11 pm
this made me smile and thats all i care about….
April 3rd, 2009 at 2:06 am
he realy luvs her that is so sweet i wish a guy that likes me would write about me like that if i were kristin i break up with micael or wat his name! rob seems like such a nice guy i would todaly go out with him!
April 12th, 2009 at 3:19 pm
yeah, i agree with bella swan. she must be either blind or stupid not to realize that robert is the one for her. as for michael angarano, you should just let her go..
April 15th, 2009 at 2:58 am
If he Loves her this much ,then so can I :S .. No Lorna you’re missing up with my mind .. I’m totally buying this
and I used to not Like Kristen very much . Well I mean because of the way she’s been treating Rob.. I think I’m turning ROBSTEN now , and it’s all your fault LORNA!!!
May 25th, 2009 at 10:49 pm
I kind of have to say I’m on Bellas,edbellrobkris and Lielas side in this. But I mean hey, isn’t this a story thats made up? Did robert have a REAL crush on Kristen? in real life? oh my god! I’m really jealous! sh-t, rob is like the hotest human being ever! I love him! I do get jealous just when i read the book,(which btw is the best book Ive ever read) because bella and edwards love is just amazing! but if hes in love with her in the reality, oh my… but all I want is him to be happy!
August 9th, 2009 at 1:00 am
i thihk he loves her very much
October 30th, 2009 at 1:22 am
une mendoj se robert eshte puthur me kristen
January 18th, 2010 at 4:45 am
they look like they are going to go out
August 22nd, 2010 at 4:23 pm
omg,m so in love wit Robsten!! I cnt ova hw hot they’r! R-pattz is super fine n K-stewz beautiful…poor Michael must’ve bn gt sliples nites durin e shootin o twilight…gr8 work,lorna!