The Kristen Stewart Diaries — The Scent of Robert Pattinson
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
Gone. He was already gone.
The monsters pitifully howled.
I was in torment without him. It was already past midnight and I couldn’t sleep with the thought that I wouldn’t be seeing Rob the next day, or any of the immediate succeeding days.
I clawed the pillow in my anguish and stuffed it against my face in an attempt to silence the scraping screams that choked my throat in a cesspool of suppressed tears and shrieks.
Then I threw the pillow aside as I leaped to my feet and scampered in the darkness towards the closet. I hurriedly slid the doors open and frantically shoved the clothes aside to reach the very end, where I grabbed a hanger with its two pieces of clothing.
As I buried my face in its familiar scent, I closed my eyes and let the memories wash over me.
10 April 2009 – Lainey Gossip
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As the chest wrenching sobs shook my slender frame, I struggled out of my nightclothes and slid into Rob’s white shirt and blue plaid, clothes that I had “borrowed” from him and had no intention of returning.
The comfort of his scent enveloped me as I huddled on the bed, curling my legs under so that every sliver of my skin can be wrapped in the same material that had once encased his body.
The monsters whimpered in commiseration.
As the early morning sun rose over the mountains, I drifted off to sleep, the dried tears from the night streaking the pale pallor of my cheeks.
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
Robert Pattinson a Wrap on the New Moon Set Supposedly, Rob has already wrapped his last scene on the Vancouver New Moon set. Lainey Gossip reports.
Today, [15 May 2009], is Pattinson’s final day on the set of New Moon barring any crazy cataclysmic setback. They’ve had to postpone these scenes due to weather, now must rush him through the shoot to get him out on schedule.
Heath Ledger in Brokeback Mountain I based the concept on the heart wrenching scene of Heath Ledger in Brokeback Mountain.
The Alleged Blue Plaid Shirt of Robert Pattinson Aside from the blue plaid shirt of Rob that was allegedly worn by Kristen Stewart, I have added to the story the white shirt of Rob, since it is directly against his skin, and will probably carry his scent more strongly. However, please be reminded that this is a work of FICTION.
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The Alleged Move to the Hotel of Robert Pattinson Moreover, Lainey Gossip speculates regarding a change of hotel for Kristen Stewart
Kristen was staying at a different hotel from Pattinson for most of the shoot. It’s a popular hotel for celebrities in Vancouver but it’s wide open access. Pattinson’s hotel has several exits and he would also get picked up in an underground parkade, far from the stalkers. Around the time of the New Moon cast party however, Stewart switched to Pattinson’s, supposedly so that she could get away from the twi-hards. You twi-hards are free to draw your own other conclusions.
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May 18th, 2009 at 12:31 am
Not bad as usual. I wrote to Ted Casablanca that the Cannes Festival website had the mag Tout Le Cine say that Robert as of last night was all ready on his way there and that he was to be on Canal Plus on Tuesday the 19th and be presenting that Wednesday and Thursday. This is cutting it short for he is suppose to start filming on the 25th. Summit is working the do out of that man.
May 18th, 2009 at 2:08 am
That’s so sweet! Smells are so powerful, it can bring back so many memories whether they be beautiful or bad.
May 18th, 2009 at 6:33 am
I like it, Lorna, as always.
And I know it’s a FICTION (but beautiful fiction), but IF she feels like this, I absolutely understand her. 
And I agree with you, Isabel. My man will go to the USA, for one week, and I know I am getting crazy, and I will sleep in his pijama, ’cause I wanna smell and feel his scent.
May 18th, 2009 at 8:34 am
Thanks for the update, CF.
Isabel, I was watching the Oprah show and Dr. Oz said that the nose is the only organ that doesn’t have any defense mechanism, as in whatever you smell will go straight to your brain. Interesting, huh?
Vic01, I know what you mean. I have a couple of girlfriends who tell me they like wearing their guy’s clothes when they want to feel closer to them when they’re away.
May 18th, 2009 at 8:50 am
And only one thing: every single day (especially evening/night), if he is away, I am crying a little bit, ’cause I miss him. It’s a secret, because, he thinks I can not cry, because I never do it when we are together.
And, as I have read this diary – and I know, it’s a fiction – I cried a little bit, because I felt her pain. And I thought about mine.
May 18th, 2009 at 9:21 am
Lorna, thanks for the info. That’s interesting! My guy is gone a lot for work and I miss him all the time. Vico1, I cry too sometimes. So I also do this smelling of his clothes thing, and of course his pillow too.
Anyway, I think it’s the pheromones that make us feel this way….all lovey-dovey with guys when we cling to their specific scent.
May 18th, 2009 at 2:51 pm
I can fully emphatize with Kristen because that normally happens to me whenever my husband is out of the country for business trip.
Rob left Vancouver on May 17 at around 4:25pm via Lufthansa Airlines en route to Germany and then Nice, France. He stayed the whole weekend in VanCity to spend quality time with KStew. They’ll be apart for approximately one week before meeting in Italy to continue filming New Moon.
Check out Lainey Gossip for his gorgeous pictures at the Vancouver airport.
May 18th, 2009 at 9:34 pm
How do y’all know about the flight information? I feel like I’m so out of the loop
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August 8th, 2009 at 4:56 am
I can see her doing that. They are so cute together. *whimpers*
August 8th, 2009 at 6:00 am
Hello Aria. I’ve noticed that you’re going through the diaries. Is it your first time on ATK? If yes, welcome…
September 7th, 2009 at 1:21 am
DIDO_HERE WITH ME (my best song ever!)
I didn’t here you leave
I wonder how am I still here
I don’t want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I’ll do what I want
but I can’t hide
I won’t go
I won’t sleep
I can’t breathe
until you’re resting here with me
I won’t leave
I can’t hide
I cannot be
until your resting here with me
I don’t want to call my friends
they might wake me from this dream
and I can’t leave this bed
risk forgetting all that’s been
Oh I am what I am
I’ll do what I want
but I can’t hide
I won’t go
I won’t sleep
I can’t breathe
until you’re resting here with me
I won’t leave
I can’t hide
I cannot be
until your resting here with me
September 15th, 2009 at 7:02 pm
albalola53 says’
lorna like always,that was great ,ilove reading your diaries because there yours i think we know that are a work of fiction,but seeng the photos and reading what you think…. well thats…….very good is really a poor word but thats it you are good ,,thank you .
please tell how can i get all of your diariesof rob and kisten;since the begining please tell how can i get them.and speaking of them i rally hope they’r togheter,i dont know why but i know they are in love or in (heat)those looks mmmmmmm
yes they are in love i’m happy for them.
please lorna dont forget me lola.
September 15th, 2009 at 9:53 pm
Hi alba gutierrez. All of the diary entries I’ve written are in each category. Just click on The Robert Pattinson Diaries and The Kristen Stewart Diaries. Thank you very much for your kind words. I really appreciate them.