The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Pining for Robert Pattinson
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
Despite the hazy sunlight, it was night for me. Darkness embraced my existence. There was no relief from the despair.
Despondency dogged my every step. Desolation permeated my very soul.
The monsters mewled softly in sympathy.
The days were endless. Every hour was an interminable period of torture. Every second was a ceaseless moment in a never ending cycle of suppressed anguish.
The sound of his voice has the lure of a siren call. The thought of being bonded, even for just a few minutes, made me reach greedily for my mobile phone.
The monsters perked up in anticipation.
The only answer was Rob’s recorded voice.
Yet, I repeatedly called, just to hear his beloved inflections, uncaring of the seeming foolishness of my actions…
Finally, I consoled myself with the memory of wrapping a leather cord around his neck, a golden shark tooth and ring dangling from its knotted grasp, symbols of how love has initially made a minute almost invisible bite that spread like venom until we were both reeling from its swirling intoxicating effects forevermore.
And now, both lay over his beating heart, an everlasting circle and pointed tip glistening darkly against his warm flushed skin.
The monsters whined faintly…
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
Kristen Stewart Is Not Acting No, Kristen Stewart is NOT acting as Bella Swan when Edward Cullen left. She’s just in a naturally morose state. Dare we say it might be due to the absence of a certain gentleman by the name of Robert Pattinson who has wrapped his New Moon Vancouver shoot and had to leave for the 2009 Cannes Film Festival just the day before these pictures were taken?
Thanks to ATwilightKiss readers Vic01 and Chi for the heads up regarding the morose state of Kristen Stewart.
The Leather Necklace fabsugar.com relates how the Twilight star became enamored of a golden shark tooth.
Twilight’s Robert Pattinson recently went gaga over Finn jewelry’s pavé diamond shark’s tooth necklace at a photo shoot. The stylist on set was wearing said necklace and Pattinson ended up buying an 18-karat gold version on a leather cord. Other manly men who dig Finn’s sharky bling: Liev Schreiber and Brad Pitt.
Thank you to ATwilightKiss reader twi_lover for the fabulous investigative skills as to the source of the necklace and how Robert came about owning one.
Thanks to ATK readers guinevere and chi, a ring was spotted also dangling from the leather cord, which has raised the question – Is Robert Pattinson Wearing A Promise Ring from Kristen Stewart
Photo Credits All the Kristen Stewart Photos are:
Courtesy of Lainey Gossip
Photo: PUNKD Images
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May 21st, 2009 at 4:42 am
Oh Kristen
. Are you thinking too much of Rob? Looks like you could use more sleep.
She looks down and out and like that 2nd picture, she’s just staring into space, daydreaming maybe?
May 21st, 2009 at 4:49 am
You are welcome, Lorna. I was glad to help!
Absolutely loved this entry! I think you manage to translate Kristen’s thoughts and emotions into words better than she does herself lol.
Brilliant as ever, waiting for more to come!
May 21st, 2009 at 5:35 am
I sure would not call this normal. She looks horrible. I feel that these are two people who really are not well when they are not together. I do not think this is bad but it is hard to watch. Rob laughs too much when he is not with her and she just looks like a mule kicked her. Love can hurt and confusion about love can hurt but once it is all put do rest love is sweet. I am ready to see them both glow the end of the month.
May 21st, 2009 at 9:07 am
You know what this reminds me of? When Bella got dumped by Edward in New Moon. Bella was like a zombie, won’t eat or do anything, just moping around and didn’t care about life because Edward was gone
. I’m not saying Kristen isn’t eating or whatever, but these images just remind me of Bella fr the 2nd book.
I wasn’t gonna say it but since CF said it, yeah Kristen looks horrible in these pictures.
May 21st, 2009 at 11:36 am
this why i dont want to be an actor!
i meant look at her!!!she looks so tired,she need to sleep well…
if i were kristen i would be just take a nap if i have a free time…
and yeah she look’s so sad without rob,but i dont say she like that because of rob…
she look like that because she so tire to work everyday for new moon.
May 21st, 2009 at 11:50 am
Kristen looks like something is missing within her [i dare say it's RPattz =)]
and Rob managed to put up the smiling face but we all know he also misses Kristen and vice versa and i agree Kristen reminds me of Bella when Edward left.
When they meet again we will see Kristen glow again and the smiles will be more genuine.Can’t wait for Italy!!!
=)
May 21st, 2009 at 1:15 pm
When I looked at these pics, I thought, what the hell was goin’ on with her? These pics are horrible. She looks so sad, tired, not glowing…
Rob is sexy in his pics, but I think, these are “I don’t wanna be here, and smile” pictures. He is not glowing, he doen’t look happy in these photos, so… I agree with you, CF.
May 21st, 2009 at 2:50 pm
she looks so tired. lack of sleep and too much Rpattz thoughts.
LOL.
and i loved this entry
May 21st, 2009 at 2:52 pm
Yeah,Kstew needs her beauty sleep.Lack of sleep makes the face puffy/bloated as LAinney says in Lainney gossip.I think, KStew is just very “revealing” with regards 2 her emotions.At least 4 RPAttz, he somehow knows how 2 smile even if he does not feel like it.I guess his being 4 years older than KStew has something to do with that.KStew really is not good in hiding her feelings.She’s very revealing.
May 21st, 2009 at 5:19 pm
Kristen has no LIFE when rob is not around.. she’s like HELL
where’s the beautiful glow and pretty face?
May 21st, 2009 at 7:52 pm
Kstew is like that because the girl is working really hard doesn’t dreaming.
May 21st, 2009 at 11:46 pm
well, i think she been crying the whole night and didn’t get some rest…she need to sort out something for herself…i know strong kristen you can do that…
May 22nd, 2009 at 12:35 am
Hate to disagree, but I noticed she is wearing a ring on the left hand. Wasn’t that a promise ring from MA? I think she is hung over after party time and missing her BF, not RP.
May 22nd, 2009 at 1:18 pm
Yes, Kristen does look tired, but she looks sad too. She misses Rob, and Rob misses her too. He was not his usual self at the Cannes photo shoot. He looked so sad. The photographers were calling his name, and asking him to look this way and that way. He tried to get in the mood, he finally ran his hands through his hair, but you could tell that his heart was not in it. I just want to say to Rob and Kris to hang in there, and that things will get better. I too can hardly wait to see the two of you reunite in Italy. I love the way the two of you glow when together. I almost miss it as much as they do.
May 22nd, 2009 at 5:14 pm
OMG she looks horrible thats what I looked like when I been spending all night cryin oh I so hope she was cryin over rob he so worth cryin over poor girl I hope everything soon goes well
May 24th, 2009 at 3:10 pm
is there a way that i can go to the beginning of all the posts you have ever done, for each category
May 24th, 2009 at 3:27 pm
Hi Jaide. On the sidebar, there’s a list of categories. Choose a category. At the bottom of the page will be listed Older Entries. Click on Older Entries.
As each new page keeps being loaded, keep on clicking on Older Entries until you reach the very beginning.
There are 5 articles per page. You can advance by clicking on Newer Entries.
Have fun!
May 25th, 2009 at 2:32 am
Dearest Lorna,
I wish i can write like you 
can you write more of kristen’s feelings … or more on kristen in general
thank you.
i love your works btw
May 25th, 2009 at 2:51 am
@Isabel :-
if im not mistaken, kristen was doing the scenes when edward left him during the time these pics were taken
That’s what i read at the newmoonmovie.org site..
May 26th, 2009 at 7:28 am
http://twilightindo.ning.com/forum/topics/rob-and-kris-phone
found this … quite funny …
June 15th, 2009 at 6:10 am
think that they belong together!!!