The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Kissing Robert Pattinson in a Heated Daydream
A Fictitious Tale That Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
Kristen Stewart stars as Bella Swan in Summit Entertainment’s Twilight (2008)
Copyright © Summit Entertainment. All Rights Reserved.
My nerves were frayed from the constant barrage of questions. Although the press junket was supposed to focus on my new film, Adventureland, it was also understood that the press people can ask about Twilight.
I knew the advantages of The Twilight Saga’s success as well, and, I welcomed it because it drew more attention to the indie films that I deeply cared about. My co-actors and directors in these indie films were genuinely grateful for the extra press that would be garnered by my presence, and were accommodating when the subject of Twilight came up during the interview, and I had to veer the conversation away from our indie film.
However, inevitably, when the topic of Twilight was under discussion, Rob would also be mentioned, and our “incredible chemistry” would be scrutinized.
By the latter part of the day, after hours and hours of press interviews, I was already feeling vulnerable from the strain of keeping up my guard and prohibiting a mass of images from surging into my conscious memory.
But the recollections were pushing at the boundaries that I’ve set, insistent and persistent, like yapping monsters snapping at my heels.
My thighs parted to allow Rob to lower himself into the cradle of my limbs. I took great pleasure in feeling his hard length against my softer frame. I strained to be nearer, pressing myself against him urgently, writhing sensuously beneath him, letting him know how much I wanted him.
I mentally halted the picture that had managed to escape, and forced myself to listen intently to the MTV reporter who was asking about “onscreen kissing.” F—! Couldn’t she have asked about something else?!?
Rob lowered his head to the side of my neck and nibbled my delicate skin gently, his warm breath caressing my overheated flesh, his light fuzz scratching me deliciously. I arched my back so that my breasts could come into closer contact, my nipples scraping his chest through the thin cloth of our shirts.
I felt my face harden, resisting this line of questioning for it would siphon me into dangerous waters. The little monsters protested when I glared at the beautiful woman before me, sending a silent message through my eyes that I was not going to go there. She recognized the threat, and flinched invisibly. But she continued bravely on, “Does it ever get any easier?”
Rob had transferred his sensual attention to the other side of my arched neck, his teeth and lips a welcoming balm to my burning flesh. Yet I yearned to feel the intimacy of our naked skin against each other. I wanted to rip off his shirt. I grabbed his muscled arms to restrain my wanton urges. When a moan strained to escape, I bit his shirt to muffle the sound, and gave in to my desire to uncover him by pulling the cloth aside with my clenched teeth.
Floundering, the MTV reporter sought to regain herself, her desperate move to save the interview pushing me closer to the swirling churning dark water. Through the burning roar in my ears, I heard her perkily ask, “Robert Pattinson?”
I was hungry for his mouth. I craved for his lips to be against mine. I wanted to devour him. I lightly clawed the side of his cheek in my exploding desire. I slid my fingers through his hair so that I could clasp the back of his neck to urge him to press himself harder against me. I was a molten mass of ravenous yearning. I coveted the consummate culmination of a coupling.
My Adventureland co-star, Jesse Eisenberg, gallantly attempted to save the situation by answering the question that was obviously meant for me. I turned to look at him and laughed gently, infinitely grateful for his sweet gesture. The monsters yipped warningly before settling down to wait for another chance.
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
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The Birth of The Kristen Stewart Diaries ATwilightKiss reader Spark once requested me to create the Kristen Stewart counterpoint to The Robert Pattinson diaries.
At the time, I couldn’t fathom any reason why should I, but then, one of my offhand observations in another post, Summit Entertainment Rants About the MTV Canada Interview of Kristen Stewart, ballooned into a story line:
Note that the host mentions that when she asked about Robert Pattinson it “got worse.” Haha! I wonder why… Did Kristen remember all that kissing and biting that she and Rob did?
What if Kristen’s untoward and unprofessional attitude towards the “onscreen kissing” question was an inner struggle? LOL Now, the possibility of that sent the ball rolling fast and furious.
For clarification, the paragraphs in italics are the “heated daydreams” and the rest is “reality.”
The MTV Aftershow ATwilightKiss reader Bellacullen asked about the MTV interview, and, aside from the fictitious Summit Entertainment rant, I present, in Kristen Stewart’s defense, this diary entry.
For your perusal, I have also added the infamous MTV Aftershow video. Be forewarned, please use your own discretion for you might hear inappropriate language. This is where Dan levy calls Kristen Stewart a b—-:
Thank You My talent lies in stringing words together, and, I am grateful to the Twilighters who are more technically proficient than I, doing things I have no idea how to do, and their ability has helped the effectiveness of this post with the images they have managed to extract from the Twilight DVD.
So, thank you to nyuukimiko for taking stills of the kissing scene from Target’s Twilight DVD (third disc), which contains Bella’s Lullaby Remix music video.
And, thank you LadyDi4476 for the gif file (the moving images of Rob and Kristen kissing). Hot! Hot! Hot! 
And thanks again to the invaluable help of ATwilightKiss reader Chi for sending me the links to these images.
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March 23rd, 2009 at 10:32 am
huh! that was so hot!! that was so good!!
March 23rd, 2009 at 10:35 am
I loved…loved…loved your article! It captured exactly how I think KStew is struggling about her feelings for Rob.
This is amazing my friend! Awesome writing!
March 23rd, 2009 at 11:02 am
That was awesome. LOL. Looks like I might have to pop over to Twilighted for some fanfiction…
Awesome entry!
March 23rd, 2009 at 5:17 pm
Kairi and Caitlin, thanks! I’m glad you found it hot. And, dare I add, maybe you got bothered as well?
Thanks again for the encouraging words, Chi!
March 23rd, 2009 at 5:37 pm
i just really hate the fact that the interviewer said “she’s making money off of rob” that’s really uncalled for and not even close to the truth!
but you did great in spinning the whole thing, it makes sense that she’s thinking about this stuff and doesnt want to answer the question coz she’s scared she might tell the truth and what she’s really thinking!
March 23rd, 2009 at 8:54 pm
Holy….! Eventhough I felt I was reading a trashy romance novel at times and I felt guilty reading it while at work…I have to admit that was pretty hot. Especially that revolving movie clip….that is some hot hot hot kissing going on. They are sooo definately going to win 2009 MTV movie awards for best kiss and I hope they both show up to accept the award and maybe by then Kristen would be single… Sorry Michael!
Question, is that the main kiss from the movie or is that from a deleted scene that’s on the DVD? Thanks.
March 23rd, 2009 at 9:03 pm
Interesting interpretation
Kristen was a tad weird during that interview. The first q wasn’t about Twilight and even if the follow up was — I think she really needs to get used to it because first, the movie was a HUGE hit and second, there are still sequels. Seriously, she needs to at least practice her answers and her “face” so she doesn’t get dissed. (Calling her a b*tch was out of line tho.)
This interview was prob at end of a long day because when she was asked about Twi and New Moon in her earlier “Adventureland” and “Cake Eaters” interviews — she responded quite well and even made sure to gush about Taylor (which was weird).
But when it was Rob — silence. So your theory holds water I think.
March 23rd, 2009 at 9:35 pm
heyy before you made this story, i was thinking
‘why lorna didn’t make Kristen Stewart Diaries?’
but my question now had been answered. hahaha
thanks Lorna! that was COOL!
please keep it up the story and make it more make a sense.hohoho LOL
March 24th, 2009 at 12:53 am
HOT, extreemly hot.
I also think it describes the way Kristen could feel if she actually would have feelings for Robert (Which i totally think she has). But, yeah, it just sounds so real! Awsome job, but don’t forget to upgrade Robert’s diary. I’ve been checking every day!
Keep em’ comin’!
March 24th, 2009 at 1:04 am
That’s right, Karen. I totally had fun spinning the facts together. I mean, why else get bothered by such a standard question, right?
Oohh, Bellacullen, you’ve found out a secret from my past. I used to read trashy romance novels. LOL. Anyway, as I stated above, the images are from the Twilight DVD, specifically stills of the kissing scene from Target’s Twilight DVD (third disc), which contains Bella’s Lullaby Remix music video.
These are probably from other camera takes because Rob and Kristen only manage to kiss in the film before he breaks it off. And this went way beyond kissing…
Plus, the camera angles are different.
Yup, they should win the MTV award for best kiss. As for the two of them being there, let’s just say, I will be pleasantly shocked…
Starryrae, I completely agree with you. That’s why I included in the story little details like Kristen has been interviewed for hours and hours. Maybe the MTV interview was the straw that broke the camel’s back.
I’ve only read an interview where Kristen gushed about Taylor. If you can, can you please send a link to a video interview? I’m considering making that a Kristen Stewart diary entry.
And, Al, it seems you and Spark both had a great idea!
mayaaa, thanks for checking everyday. I have a stack of The Robert Pattinson diaries as drafts. The one I’m excited about is a romantic version and a hard core version of the honeymoon scene. The hard core will probably be a birthday gift to Rob since he’s never shot a scene with a girl as a partner, so maybe one in print in the meantime will do..
March 24th, 2009 at 10:25 am
Um, I’m sorry, I just couldn’t make my brain function after reading these words:
“My thighs parted to allow Rob to lower himself into the cradle of my limbs. I took great pleasure in feeling his hard length against my softer frame.”
Have I ever said you are evil?
March 24th, 2009 at 1:37 pm
I definately think she will go to the MTV movie awards with Rob. I think her managment and Summit would literally drag her to it, since it would be great publicity for the upcoming film and a way for her to clean up that negative press campaign. Who know’s…she might pull a Bella/Kristen unexpected teaser on Rob and decide to plant one on his luscious lips versus an acceptance speech! ***BC wishes*** That would be something for the critics to talk about and for her to give another middle finger to the media and to all the tweeny hater girls (which includes Perez Hilton, because I believe he’s a 14 year old girl trapped in a Fug Face + Fug gay man’s body). I just had to add how Perez uses the word Fugly to describe anyone he hates yet has he ever looked at himself in the mirror? Seriously…..? Sorry had to add that.
March 24th, 2009 at 2:08 pm
Hehehe…nice one!
i think, there is something Kristen is not telling us… her fans. Something, about relationship. Just wondering, she can’t answer the q. If no feeling attached to it.
LOL!!!!!
March 24th, 2009 at 2:29 pm
this is fascinating me !!
March 24th, 2009 at 4:32 pm
Unhinged, as always, you make me rock with laughter. HARHARHAR! Evil El at work…
BellaCullen! That MTV scenario sounds like a Kristen Stewart diary entry! If ever I write it, I’ll credit you as inspiration.
Evelyn, yes, that’s what I think everybody found strange. That’s why I think she’s hiding something from herself.
Alf, the Kristen Stewart diaries will be my way of putting out my theories as to why Kristen does what she does. Hope you find the future ones fascinating as well…
March 24th, 2009 at 7:18 pm
I just love your opinions. Any opinions on why the cast now is suddenly dening romance rumours between rob & kristen? No one seemed to care before, & what these rumours been around for a year now. Why make a point of denying it now? lol. Maybe I’m just alittle hopeful that something really is going on between them.
Here’s the link:
http://www.eonline.com/uberblog/marc_malkin/b105721_pattinson_stewart_romance_real.html
March 24th, 2009 at 8:19 pm
Awsome, can’t wait!!
March 24th, 2009 at 8:23 pm
Bella Cullen! I loved your comment girl! No doubt about that kiss…it’s award winning!!!
March 25th, 2009 at 12:06 am
Okay Kristen needs to take a cue from this best kiss performance on MTV….
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTLDLWhgV1c&NR=1
Okay maybe not that intense. Fangirls would kill her. I think they need to come in really super slow and when their lips are about to touch, she quickly turns and arches her neck, he slowly licks and nibbles on her neck instead. This would be more Edward and Bella. I can see Kristen up for doing something like this than be all over Robert even if she is going to try and “act it”. Pun intended.
March 25th, 2009 at 4:18 pm
Curious, if I remember correctly, the cast members have always noted Rob and Kristen’s incredible onscreen chemistry, but, have always been careful not to say that they’re romantically involved in real life, because they all know Kristen has a boyfriend.
I think the closest anyone has come to saying anything of the sort is Catherine Hardwicke. If you remember in the audio commentaries, she was saying how she teased them about her impression that they have become a real couple while they were shooting the Laurent in the Cullen house scene.
I think all the cast members are professional and discreet enough not to speculate to the press about their real thoughts.
March 25th, 2009 at 4:22 pm
BellaCullen, that was an excellent acceptance speech cum kiss. If Rob and Kristen were really just friends and colleagues, they can totally do something like that. Eh, but, they’re sorta not just friends… Friends, yes, but, not just the usual sort of friend…
March 26th, 2009 at 10:57 pm
I read every place that MA (kristen supposed BF is going to visit New Moon Set, to squash the rumors and whatever). Why would you need your BF around if you are sure about yourself? Too much pretending.
Another thing not sure if its my imagination she misses the old Rob who admired her openly and its evident in Japan or the Canada one with her arm.
She is very talented actress and its her life at the end.
April 1st, 2009 at 7:30 am
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!dat was amazing i love ur article but dat dood on da video!!!!!!!! why the h—l would u have to ask a barely a legal adult about a kiss with a co-star? she had every right to not tell anyone or get nervous. for gods sake give her a break!!!!!!
April 12th, 2009 at 11:11 pm
omg!!
that was amazing! i don’t know how to express my gratitudes towards the person who managed to get that picture..
April 19th, 2009 at 6:05 am
Hot! Hot! Hot!
April 20th, 2009 at 11:46 am
Did she say Nipples?
ome!
i cant believe this!
Sorry Kristen, but im going to put this on the Myspace Home Pgae!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
April 20th, 2009 at 12:13 pm
Mrs. Edward Cullen to be, I’m glad you liked it. If possible, please just copy a few paragraphs and link back if they want to read more. Thanks!
April 30th, 2009 at 11:15 am
woooow these kisses was so dam hot i can`t believe it, robert and kristen look so awsome together!!!! and i think that they look so great together, and i love that couple
May 18th, 2009 at 6:05 pm
mmmmmm when i see this video about when kristen kissing robert pattinson is just like
“oh my gosh……..this is the one who must winning the mtv movie award 2009 for best kiss!!”
i meant this video is so damn hot!!!when do you guys can be a couple?
June 19th, 2009 at 7:55 am
i love this!!! soooo freaking awesome!!!
as for that dan… i think he’s just jealous that he doesn’t get to kiss robert pattinson!!!
July 22nd, 2009 at 10:55 pm
I think TWILIGHT SAGA are the most happening Books and movies ever made in history…. EDWARD and BELLA and JACOB just ROCKKKKKK…..!!!!
July 29th, 2009 at 10:49 am
these diarie is my favorite (well one of the 4)
lorna love your site keep doing it so well like now
September 14th, 2009 at 2:46 am
Well, it was an uncomfortable question!!! Might I say, kind of embarrassing!! What’d you expect her to do?! You don’t just ask people those kinds of things. It’s not right, they shouldn’t have freaked out.
September 30th, 2009 at 9:49 am
Lol; that’s so true though she can be rude at times but, there’s no way she’s makeing money off Robert. With or without him Twilight is and would be as big as it was now. It’s the books not Robert Pattinson. Even though he’s super hot!! Tee Hee
December 15th, 2009 at 5:41 am
robert pattinson and Kristen Stewart look so hot together i hope there gowing out they make a good couple =)
October 7th, 2010 at 8:39 am
HOT AS HELL I AM ON FIRE MY SON WHO IS 19 HATES THE BOOKS AND THE MOVIES DOESN’T LIKE THAT I ADORE ROBERT PATTUNSON AT ALL HE SAYS I AM 50 SOMETHING IN LOVE WITH A TEENAGE FIRST ROB IS A MAN HOT BLOODED ONE WHO IS IN LOVE WITH KRISTEN IN REALITY . I AM JUST A FAN LIKE MILLIONS OTHER AROUND THE WORLD . I AM SO THRILLED THESE TWO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE ARE IN LOVE I HAVE KNOWN FOR A WHILE IT DIDN’T TAKE ME TO SEE THEM OUT IN PUBLIC THEIR LOOKS AND SMILES TOWARD EACH THE TIMES THEY SPENDED TOGETHER ALL THE TIMES THEY MADE TIME TO BE TOGETHER WHEN THE OTHER STARS WHEN THEIR OWN WAYS THESE TWO STAY CLOSE PLEASE! I LOVE THEM I HOPE THEY GET MARRY WELL NOT NOW THEY NEED TO GROW GET A LITTLE OLDER AND SEE IF THIS WILL LAST.