The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Kissing Robert Pattinson at the Kings of Leon Concert
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
I inhaled his breath that was laced with Heineken beer and the scent that was uniquely his. Being in such close proximity to Rob, yet not being able to touch or kiss him in the way that I want to, was a torture that I’ve been trying to live with for the past months.
Despite the growing length of time, the agony did not decrease, but, intensified in such a way that became a throbbing ache that can almost bring me to my knees, begging that we forgo the secrecy and do whatever any normal couple would, but, I knew he would resist and say no gently, so, I remained quiet, silently suffering his desirable presence with frustrated ardor.
As we sat beside each other at the Kings of Leon concert in Vancouver, I stared at him hungrily, noting absently the flush that rose from his neck to color the apple of his cheeks with an appealing pink, the alcohol induced skin tones enveloping his features in a mouth-watering haze.
Despite the fact that we were in the middle of thousands of concertgoers, I gave in to my desires. To maintain a measure of privacy, I slid down on my seat until my head was below the balustrade, and then, put up my Converse covered feet on top, hoping that no one can see what I was about to do with my bent over upper body position, with the added precaution of my legs shielding my movements.
I touched his arm to get his attention and, when he turned to look down at me with an inquiring smile, I called out his name softly, knowing he would lower his head to hear me better.
His head now completely covered mine from any inquisitive stare, and, I knew our Eclipse cast mates would figuratively and literally turn their head the other way and completely ignore us in a silent statement to protect both Rob and I.
With his head bent towards my upturned face, my throat clutched his warm breath feverishly, inhaling his exhalations of carbon dioxide as if it were oxygen for my dying lungs. And, in truth, I felt like I was about to die if I did not kiss him right now.
I swiftly clutched his black beanie covered head and pulled him close. I felt him resist, and, I dug my nails into his scalp in an unspoken plea to return my feverish need.
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He gave in to my entreaty, and we kissed ravenously, trying to encapsulate in a moment our vows of love, for we both knew that we have to break apart in a few seconds. I gloried in the feel of his lips against mine, and, I felt every sinew and nerve come to life again at his touch.
As he tenderly disentangled himself from my grasp, I took one last deep inhalation of his breath to fill my love starved being.
Momentarily appeased, I settled for his hand clasping mine in his grasp, yet, a part of me wished ferociously that he would lose his iron clad control and lock his lips with mine again.
Instinctively, my head bent enticingly towards his, in a tempting supplication for his life giving touch to caress my blood plumped lips repeatedly.
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
Alleged Kissing from Inconclusive Photo As I’ve mentioned before — the photo is not conclusive that Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are kissing, but, with the angle of Rob’s head and those familiar clutching fingers of Kristen in his hair… 
Copying Myself If some phrases sound slightly familiar, it’s because I’ve borrowed a couple of sentences from the very first entry in the category — The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Kissing Robert Pattinson at the 2009 MTV Movie Awards
Help Please with Identification I have no idea where the second photo came from. If you have any lead, please leave a comment with a link so I can add the credits. Thank you very much.
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August 18th, 2009 at 7:12 am
Oh wow Lorna i just L.O.V.E all of your diaries entries!!I’ll never forget this “FERD”
August 18th, 2009 at 8:09 am
Oh my…
*sigh*
*deep breath*
I love it!!
Short and forbiden (non)kiss *sigh again*
And then… those entwined hands… oh, so sweet!!
Lorna, it was great as always
August 18th, 2009 at 8:18 am
WOOOW!!!
love it lorna
robsten robsten robsten…
August 18th, 2009 at 8:21 am
Ahhh this is a great one Lorna. i just wish that they would say on like Elen or somthin’ that they’re dating!!! and not by one of them both same room and same time.
August 18th, 2009 at 8:31 am
Great diary Lorna!!! Ur awesome. GO TEAM ROBSTEN!!!!!
August 18th, 2009 at 8:47 am
OMG! Lorna,I have a big exam this afternoon but all I can think about now is your post.I hope I dont write the Robsten saga in my exam today….
Eating my words(Hard)again
BTW, what will you do??? http://wp.me/pBxyj-R
August 18th, 2009 at 8:53 am
Hey sabrina tt. You’ve started a Robsten blog! Why don’t you start adding the URL address every time you comment? I’ve edited your last comment to include it. Congratulations!
August 18th, 2009 at 9:00 am
Love it Lorna! Couldn’t have asked for a better FERD journal entry!
I’m definitely not getting sucked into CSI-ing the handsies photo! Really, I’m not!
August 18th, 2009 at 9:05 am
it’s early and i feel like i drank some of that beer too. LOL. thanks lorna for indulging our imagination of the what-could-have-been
August 18th, 2009 at 9:05 am
Thanks, Lorna… I don’t need to say anything else… Pretty self explanatory…
Robsten!!!!!
August 18th, 2009 at 9:14 am
OMG!!!! im just so freakin happy!!!!!!!!
They belong together!!!!!!!!! don’t u think so?
I love Robert….and even though i still hope for me to meet me someday and realize that he loves me to..haha….I like them togeher….
August 18th, 2009 at 9:45 am
Thanks
August 18th, 2009 at 10:22 am
Thank you very much everybody! These were the thoughts that popped into my head when some questions were raised aboout Kristen’s position, etc. I’d like to think she lost control and demanded for a kiss. LOL
August 18th, 2009 at 10:55 am
OMG they both look hot and sweaty!
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This is beautiful Lorna!
August 18th, 2009 at 11:09 am
anyone..please tell me..
do they holding hands in the second picture???
aagghhh…i’m dying to figure it out..
helpp…
(btw,I lovee this site)
August 18th, 2009 at 11:30 am
Yes Aisha, it looks like they’re holding hands!
August 18th, 2009 at 11:36 am
i knew hey were holdinghands in that photo. who needs a picture of them kissing? ( well, i do ) but them holding hands is good enough for me. for now that is.
August 18th, 2009 at 11:49 am
Lorna that was effin awesome!!!!! You are an incredible writer keep up the gud work!!!!!!!! Hope to see this in Rpattz diary!!
August 18th, 2009 at 12:17 pm
Great diary entry Lorna. I love how you write, I wish I had that type of eloquence when writing.
August 18th, 2009 at 3:12 pm
always love it! thanks lornaaaaaaaa mwah mwah my kiss for you
when i saw that hot picture to my friends, they said, “you must be very haapy” and i was like, “you’re not going to believe what i had done when i was at home yesterday”
haha okay just sharing my freakin’ moment
August 18th, 2009 at 3:20 pm
Lorna, this was amazing. I’m not sure that they had actually kissed but we can imagine, can’t we? Hehe. I really love how you write their diaries; they’re so adorable, I never tire reading them. The picture above, although I have no idea which site that is from, but I wasn’t sure if they were holding hand but with the labels, if you look closely you can see the pinkey and thumb. I can’t wait for more!
August 18th, 2009 at 4:02 pm
Oh that was just too brilliant!!! It was so good! These were the perfect words to that “kiss” or “kisses”
Really really good!
August 18th, 2009 at 5:42 pm
I only have one word to describe this…beautiful. You’re extremely talented Lorna (do you tutor? Lol
). Oh yeah, on the second pic Kristen looks like she want to eat up Rob (or his lips)! Lol and yeah sabrina tt, it’s always the last option!
@ twilightrulez21: lol that would be awesome! I’m pretty sure they’ll both blush. IF they come out in Ellen or Tyra Banks show, they will be ask questions like when they started going out or anything. That’d be really cool! Aah, a girl can dream
August 18th, 2009 at 6:48 pm
I’m not sure they were kissing but I’m sure 100% they were holdinng hand in 2nd pic…
August 18th, 2009 at 7:00 pm
i wish they had actually kissed but judging from Rob’s stuck out ear, Kristen would have had to bend her head fishy ways to Sunday to get all lip-locked and flush. and who in the world goes to a Kings of Leon concert and pays attention to the audience rather than the band. whoever took this pics is either not a fan or being totally rude to Kings of Leon. those guys utterly rock.
August 18th, 2009 at 9:34 pm
real-life hidden kiss? almost kiss?
but another important topic is how many kissing scenes are there in new moon between bella and edward. Let’s do a countdown-
1) “kiss me” demand of bella in the first NM trailer
2) farewell kiss in the forehead from edward to bella in the forest (does this count?)
3) the kiss in the promotional still- i’m not sure which scene this is
4) shirtless edward kissing bella in the second NM trailer- is this the reunion scene in italy?
How many kisses can we expect in the film? suggested topic, lorna. thanks for continuing to feed my (our) guilty pleasure.
August 18th, 2009 at 9:48 pm
@blissful: with all the kissings you’ve mentioned that will be on New Moon I think one is missing. In the second trailer, when at the begining we see Edward and Bella desperatly kissing, I’ve noticed that in the back we can see some kind of decorated wall, like if it happens in the Volturi place. That means maybe there are two big kisses in Italy locations: the first when Edward is stepping towards the sun and another in a possibly reconciliation scene before they leave Volterra (just trying to guess). What do you think?
August 18th, 2009 at 9:56 pm
not that im not a Robsten fan or anything (believe me, I TALK ROBSTEN 24/7) but looking at the second photo, it looks like as if the hand that Rob is holding is not kristen’s hand
but his own hand. and that kristen’s hand is beneath his hand, not even touching his- you can’t see it because its dark
so the only romancing happenning there only applies to rob.. and his hand
which is kinda sad because, really?
also, it’s a concert. i dont think its a gud idea
August 18th, 2009 at 10:02 pm
To the people who want them to come out,
yeah get them on the Tyra Banks show!
I’m sure it could be done! (:
August 18th, 2009 at 10:13 pm
What? They will be on tyra Banks show???
August 19th, 2009 at 1:01 am
perfect as always!
robsten will kill me someday XD
August 19th, 2009 at 2:52 am
are you sure they are holding hands?…her arm is somewhere there..but like idk. mabye its his hand..you can see like this other part of her hand….just look really closely. but and way…the way they look at eachother is the way people look at eachother is more then ‘just friends’ they cant deny it. well….they never did actually.sooo…who knows?
August 19th, 2009 at 3:21 am
love it , love it as always , no surprise here …
so ORD people are at there badest point in this week …. all the pictures … the sintoms i mentioned already … hahaha … love post , lorna the writing genius …<3
August 19th, 2009 at 4:34 am
So good Lorna!I don’t know if they were holding hands, but they were in their own world, no matter what was around them!!! ROBSTEN
August 19th, 2009 at 5:30 am
@blissful and sara – i watched the kissing scene in hq and slomo (btw, i think kristen should put a lil’more heart into it. can’t be that hard, for crying out loud!!) and the old building they’re in is the church they enter after bella pushes edward away from the sunlight. you can also see he’s shirtless, which adds to the theory.. and the hotDAMN factor
so yeah, filming in italy must’ve been REAL’ fun.. bet they stood up all night replaying it :> but well now they get to rehearse it every day, so i guess eclipse will be even hotter, and breaking dawn.. well, we all know what happens in breaking dawn. no doubt it’ll be great, since they’ve started the rehearsals for that already, what dedicated actors, lol i’ll stop now.
August 19th, 2009 at 5:32 am
I’m watching this video and I feel angry, sad, disappointed, confused. The further, the more I realize, that Taylor’s not the best person in the world. You know, as we’re melting on how Kristen looks at Robert, how she smiles around him, how she is funny and interesting with him, but when I watched this video, I realized that their feelings is colder now … Now she is smiling around Taylor, laughing around Taylor, kidding again around Taylor and etc. and now that was with Rob and Kris – no longer exists. This video reminded me of old good times, the MTV interview with Kristen and Rob, as they together were joking, she poke her finger into his mouth, and they were judt do funny and happy together, but now it’s over.
August 19th, 2009 at 8:46 am
OMG!OMG!
ROBSTEN(: they are deff. kissing!
and thanks for pointing out that they are holding hands!!
love this site, im a huge robsten fan.
August 19th, 2009 at 11:14 am
1. Pic 1. Hm, they look like kissing alright, but…I dunno. LOL. Aren’t Kellan and Jackson looks a lil too chill despite the sight in front of them? (if they’re actually kiss). Or maybe they’re also part of the scenario.
KL: Don’t worry pal, we’ll look away, so no one wud notice.
JR: Yeah… yeah…
LOL.
2. Pic 2. I think Rob is holding his own hand, and KS hand is…well I dunno what happen, her hand looks like it’s missing on the wrist. LOL.
3. KS & Kiss. I kinda notice that almost in every kissing scene, KS (or her character, for that matter) are always the one that initiates the kiss. Catch That Kid, Fierce People, Cake Eaters, In The Land of Women… and maybe y’all disagree, but I think in Twilight, too.
See ya in other comments, guys.
Keep it up, Lorna.
August 19th, 2009 at 7:52 pm
i think there not holding hands that much, because rob is touching his hands together, but kristen touch his hands though
BTW REALLY GOOD DIARY! YOU ARE THE BEST LORNAAA
August 20th, 2009 at 6:58 am
awww I just came across your page and read the diaries..so nice..keep it up..I dont think they are kissing but they def dating…ahh must be awful having the person you love beside you and not being able to touch them as much..
September 21st, 2009 at 9:28 am
albalola says;
Hey lorna oooohhhh my god…. i hate beer but to smell it from his breath ooo my god the way you say it… like always your great. love it thanks. from yuma az.
May 20th, 2010 at 1:09 am
that was so rad i wish i was Kristen when that happened.