The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Kissing Robert Pattinson at Montreal
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
His scent was intoxicating. In the confined interiors of the car, it swirled and surrounded me until every inhalation gripped me in the enthralling embrace of desire. He had been with me for a few days already, but, the fear that he would disappear was ever present.
He had felt my unspoken terror and sought to alleviate it by insisting on being with me every possible moment, even going to the closed On The Road set, charming his way through security and production with some glib excuse of visiting his friends, namely Tom and I.
I thought I was stronger. I thought I was immune. I thought I would be able to stand the separation that seemed to get longer and longer, until the text messages, phone calls and video chats were not enough. I hungered for his physical presence with a yearning that I didn’t know I was capable of.
We could look forward to being together on The Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn set for several months, but its beginning will inexorably lead to the end when we would have to be parted again for different projects, and its imminence was tearing me apart.
We had spoken of following the example set by Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie wherein the famous couple would alternate projects to make sure that they could be together always, but we felt we were not in that league wherein the whole production schedule could revolve around us and our needs, which would inevitably mean that unless we were in the same film, which was highly unlikely after Twilight, we would probably spend most of the time apart.
The thought pierced me with such pain that it made me clutch his hand and burrow myself to his side, tremors shaking my slight form. Rob bent down, trying to look into my eyes and find out what was wrong, but I couldn’t explain, and unshed tears closed my throat, making speech impossible.
As we went out of the car and started walking towards the house party we were supposed to attend, an overwhelming need made me stop suddenly, forcing Tom and he to halt as well, both looking back at me with inquiring eyes.
I whirled and twined my arms around his neck to bring him close, causing him to laugh at the unexpected embrace, made even more surprising by the fact that we were in public, when I had been so insistent that nothing romantic should ever pass between us because of my aversion to reveal to everyone that we were indeed together.
The speculation from millions of prying individuals just made me insane, but, the tearful soul within me cried out for reassurance from the impending darkness, thrusting aside the danger that one of the resourceful paps could be lurking about, making me tighten my hold on his neck.
As his essence enfolded me, cuddling me in a comforting hold, my senses opened up, devouring everything about him, from his scent to the liquid look in his eyes to his warm breath. Involuntarily, my fingers slid from his nape to the back of his head, pulling him closer.
I felt him go unnaturally still, his arms hanging limply by his side, as he waited for me to decide. There can be no other option for me. Despite the danger of discovery, I dug my nails into his scalp gently to bring his mouth to mine.
I opened my lips hungrily, capturing his and sucking ravenously. I knew I only had seconds and there was no time for teasing or tenderness. My right hand secured him to me as I molded my body to his while my tongue demanded entry. Rob readily gave in to my command, putty in my hands as I ravaged his orifice with my darting viper while my lips gripped him in a vise he couldn’t possibly escape until my craving can be partially fulfilled.
I released him reluctantly and all three of us silently trudged towards the bright lights streaming through the doors, the darkness tamped down for now.
Photos Courtesy of celebuzz
Thanks to ATK reader Guinevere for the heads up and the invaluable photo links via email. She figured out the links somehow, a feat I am incapable of.
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August 17th, 2010 at 4:29 pm
i love it u explain their love so purely n divinely…i just get lost in it….thnkx…..
love robsten….
August 17th, 2010 at 5:45 pm
OMG! I’m sooooo happy that there’s some actual solid proof of them dating now. Loved the diary to!
August 17th, 2010 at 7:58 pm
Hi Lorna. How are you?
Re the pics… Either RK no longer cared if there are papz around or they can’t contain themselves from kissing and forgot about possible hidden lenses. Anyway, long time overdue but I like seeing that tender moment (shame on me! LOL)
Love this post, couldn’t be far from truth!
August 17th, 2010 at 8:22 pm
OMG r those pictures real????
please tell me if i was wrong
August 17th, 2010 at 9:00 pm
“A Non-Twilight Kiss..”
Rename the site.
I LOVE THE FACT ROBSTEN IS REAL.
I can finally reassure myself without having that little doubt. They can go ahead and deny that they aren’t together….but i will always remember these pictures when something like that comes out.
And i absolutely LOVE the way Kristen molded herself to him. I would have literally had a heart-attack at 17 had Rob held her tightly in these pics.
I don’t mind. I saw them share a kiss.
Thank you for putting this up!!!!!!
August 17th, 2010 at 9:50 pm
OMG! Yesterday I declared the Official Robsten Day! I know the kisses happened on sunday 15, but the pics came out on monday 16. So that my girls is the day, that we Robsten lovers and believers became the happiest people on earth!!!!
I was just to happy to describe, I couldn’t believe it, I was screamin and jumpin up and down!
Those pics, are just PERFECT!!
And this post couldn’t be more Awesome!!!!!
Robsten 4ever! =D
August 17th, 2010 at 10:08 pm
Oh mi god!!!!!!!!!!! Holly shit!!! Fock i’ve havent seen that!!!! Oh crap!!!!! They are focking kissing!!!!! Lorna i loooooooooveeeee you!!!!! It was so good and omg they are actually kissing!!!! I loooooove this omg cannot belive it!!!!!! Yay finnally nonstens? What do u have to say about that????? YAaaaaaaaaaaaay roobsten lives!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks sooo much lorna
!!!!!!
August 17th, 2010 at 11:55 pm
oh my god!im so happy that you’re back and i loved this!
it explains perfectly you know how to take it and mold it!
it is was we were waiting for!
& it is perfect!
August 18th, 2010 at 12:27 am
I come to this site every day in hopes that you have a new Rob or Kristen entry and I am never disappointed. I would love to write one myself.
August 18th, 2010 at 2:10 am
Lady Lorna, I vow to thy!!
This is and incredibly sexy entry, I love this Diary, I was shocked that she was actually demonstrating a sign of affection towards him, bc she always seams so careful not to touch him too intimately (hey, I´ve never seen them hold hands unless it was on set, remember the prom scene?? He´s playing with her hand), and he´s always so natural and warm with her.
I guess the thing is that she can´t help herself when she´s with him alone, Ok, Tom was there but still. (Hey who could??)
OMG, they look so good together, and so much in love that it´s so sweet to watch, you can feel it in the pictures.
Poor Tom he´s the third wheel in these, but I bet he´s happy to see his friends so in love, it was probably sad to be with each of them separably since they would probably be pinning for eachother a lot, during there time apart.
Anyway, Love it, Love you and I hope you make a Rob one now, I know I´m a greedy bitch but what can I say, you spoil us rotten.
Lots of love to all my girls, love ya and miss ya tons!!!
Melissa
P.S. I woke up with a potty mouth today, I hope no one´s offended.
August 18th, 2010 at 4:06 am
Great work my dear Lorna!
I’m so happy for my Rob! he is finally with the girl he wants to be with for so long and now everybody knows who really owns his heart! I’m so happy!
And I know that I’m repeating myself here but I still insist again and again that the papz have to give them some space!
I wish them both all the love! because their love, for some weird and bizzarre reason, just make us smile! Robsten forever
peace
August 18th, 2010 at 4:38 am
DearLORD Lorna xD That was just great! I love how descriptive you are, and how you make us feel as if we were really there. It’s so easy to get lost in your writings.
August 18th, 2010 at 5:18 am
Hi again to everyone, I wanted to share this with you, it´s sort of funny, I really don´t agree a lot with these ladies, but what I do agree with them is that Robert Pattinson is hot and that he´s porntastic, hehehe
Ok that said, I give you they´re the link (if you haven been there yet) to there latest post, I consider myself to be sort of a pattinson HOOR, I love him but I love him best with Kristen. (Like JAG says, I just want to bake cookies for him and probably do his laundry, while secretly drooling over his pictures)
http://robert-pattinson.ca/2010/08/17/robert-pattinsons-schedule-aka-the-bait/
I hope that he does see everything we write about him on the blogs, specially your incredibly sex and sweet Diaries Lorna.
Also I hope he really does read Fanfiction, because you can get a lot of great material for nightly activities, let me just tell ya, that the smile on my hubs face is all Fan fiction related and he doesn´t even read it!! *wink wink*
OK, enough dirty sharing, love ya all!!
Melissa
August 18th, 2010 at 6:34 am
Sorry to post again but just had to share!!
Hope they where going to London, to Mama Pattz´b-day celebration, and be ninja for some alone time there.
http://robstenation.blogspot.com/2010/08/video-rob-and-kristen-leaving-montreal.html
August 18th, 2010 at 9:35 am
I just love this, please if your a member check it out and if your not your totally missing out on the greatest fanfiction ever.
If You Can’t Beat ‘Em . . . by jakeward
Twilighted.net
*Smooches*
Melissa
August 18th, 2010 at 10:46 am
http://robstenation.blogspot.com/2010/08/new-pictures-of-rob-and-kristen-at.html
Look at the pretty, they touchdown but they look pissed,but still together.
August 18th, 2010 at 11:24 am
Have you ever thought about making a FanFiction account?
August 18th, 2010 at 11:59 am
They are in LA baby!!
OMG so close enough to touch, but sorry for the hell they are encountering over here, it´s just crazy, I´m in LA for vacation, where making a pit stop and then driving to Vegas to renew our vows, yeah he´s romantic that way, (love my hubby) and we where at an IN & OUT burger and saw a black SUV go ahead of us in the line and I jokingly told the hub that that could be R&K, but I was kidding.
After we got back to our hotel I got only and saw that they are indeed in L.A. wow, I could have had an encounter with Robsten ________________DEAD!!!!
Ok, recovered for a second, heres the link for the pics of them at LAX this afternoon!!
http://robstenation.blogspot.com/2010/08/rob-and-kristen-arriving-at-lax-hq-and.html
Besos-Smooches
Melissa
August 18th, 2010 at 12:00 pm
@Kayla, are you asking me???
August 18th, 2010 at 2:51 pm
Loved it and am so excited!! Oh! You should totally write one in Rob’s POV.
August 18th, 2010 at 4:58 pm
I don’t mind waiting for your diaries because every time you update it is so worth it =)
August 18th, 2010 at 10:23 pm
thank you lorna, that was awesome, love you!!!
melissa, that video would of been really cute, i felt better cause it wasnt taken by a pap, and kristen’s graceful slide is cute, but then that mean woman pap tries to take rob’s pic in a very rude manor. i then looked at the pics of them in LA, i couldnt believe it!!!!!!! ive seen pap pictures of them before, but these really just made me feel awful. ive been so busy i havent checked this site every day like i usually do, i check it every other day. i think i might check in even less, i wont totally stop, robsten is my guilty pleasure, but i feel like im supporting the papz by going online every day. papz take those pics so they will be put on the internet and thousands of fans eagerly await them. if no one looked for these pictures, no one would take them. i really want robsten to be happy, i know everybody says that but i really do, so even though its small im gonna help in anyway possible. lets see if i can restrain myself from checking here every day, i miss you guys already!
love tay
btw, if anybody is wondering the “rfl” in my name stands for “robsten for life” hehehehe! im so silly
August 19th, 2010 at 1:56 am
It is incredible, they harass them, push without any respect!! In northamerica everything sells without any scruple, since they do not know since are together!! I believe that with many fewer photos it had been sufficient and they not have bothered that way, but the pappar never have sufficiently… When they want to relax really, that come to Europe!! That here they have the privacy that they look and need, Rob knows and because of it he prefers UK to escape and to be lived calm, but any good country of the serious EU to live a few days of relaxation and love without a constant pursuit. I wish them very much love and that they lasts, since this situation they does not benefit in the personal area anything, anything. I encourage Robsten!!
http://www.youtube.com/user/hollywoodbackstage#p/u/1/NDwdS0TLT2k
August 19th, 2010 at 2:02 am
I 100% agree with you! but it’s gonna be hard to restrain myself from looking at papz pics when I know that they are about my baby boy!
Damn he looks so tired and angry in the last pics.. I’m so sorry for him! I honestly can’t imagine living their life! even if I’m payed millions of dollars!
August 19th, 2010 at 2:06 am
It is incredible, they harass them, push without any respect!! In northamerica everything sells without any scruple, since they do not know since are together!! I believe that with many fewer photos it had been sufficient and they not have bothered that way, but the pappar never have sufficiently… When they want to relax really, that come to Europe!! That here they have the privacy that they look and need Rob knows and because of it he prefers UK to escape and to be lived calm, but any good country of the serious EU to live a few days of relaxation and love without a constant pursuit. I wish them very much love and that they lasts, since this situation they does not benefit in the personal area anything, anything. I encourage Robsten!!
http://www.youtube.com/user/hollywoodbackstage#p/u/1/NDwdS0TLT2k
August 19th, 2010 at 7:46 am
Love your diaries. I would love to read one in Robert’s point of view.
August 19th, 2010 at 1:28 pm
@Melissa MexBajaTij no sorry my stupid iPod WiFi suck and didn’t type Lorna sorry
August 20th, 2010 at 2:59 am
I love Tom’s reaction in the kissing photo. Before he’s like “What?” then they liplock and he’s like “Oh” hahaha.
I agree vehemently with the paps situation that’s why I joined a group on FB that is looking for a million guys to crush the trend. Only, I forgot it’s name. Wait I post a link.
Hey Lorna; thanks for the diary.
August 20th, 2010 at 10:26 am
Ohhyes, it would be absolutely great to read this from Rob’s POV. I can just imagine how surprised he was when Kristen wrapped her arms around his neck
August 21st, 2010 at 9:54 am
Everyone, your appreciation of my work is truly heartwarming. Thank you!
August 21st, 2010 at 10:46 am
lorna, you missed some details. rob was holding kristen’s bag from french bakery when they were kissing. so his arm didn’t limp unnaturally. btw, it’s beautiful diary. love it! please write it on rob POV. i’ll bet it would be awesome!
January 5th, 2011 at 9:05 pm
youre diary is so good to read i love it i wish i could read it soon and saw those with my eyes