The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Getting Possessive of Robert Pattinson in Italy
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
My stomach was a knotted mass of nerves. New Moon director Chris Weitz had just instructed me to let him know if I wanted my stunt double to take over some of the scenes when Bella’s back was to the camera, thus, making it unnecessary for me to do some of the stunts since my face won’t be seen.
I barely managed to control the snarl that threatened to snap the head off of my director, who had only been thinking of my welfare when he made the offer.
The thought of anybody else doing what I’m tirelessly doing now sent a massive surge of hostility through my body that I was ready to physically assault anyone who would actually attempt to stop me.
The monsters yipped in approval.
As I waited for the cue for action, I spied the chiseled body of Rob in the distance, and, an overwhelming sense of possessiveness overtook my being. Robert Pattinson was mine and mine alone. No one is going to get within an inch of that body except me.
As the clapper counted down to action, my heart began beating faster, and then I sprang into a sprint that had the blood pounding in my limbs, fueling my furious dash that would soon lessen the distance between us.
I flung myself wildly into his arms, clasping him around the neck, my legs clamping his, anchoring myself against his whole frame, my frantic actions born from the urgency of the scene itself and the cruel truth that Rob and I would soon part in reality.
I stifled the harsh breathless sobs that yearned to subdue my body to a wilting mass of despondency.
The monsters howled.
To fight the yawning black certainty, I focused on Rob’s hands grasping me firmly by the waist, his chest crushing my breasts, and the hardness of his thigh pressing between mine, scraping my feminine center in a burning fire that only got inflamed as I sensuously slid down his leg.
I raised myself on my toes, avidly seeking the lips that have been mine for more than a year, lips that I have to dole out to some other woman until they become mine again.
The nightmare of the soon to be fact made me feverish in my desire to lengthen the joining of our mouths in a hungry melding of cavernous desire that longed to be filled with the overflowing and pounding rhythm of mating.
As we reluctantly broke apart, I was grateful for the gentle cradle of Rob’s arms as he held me softly against him in the aftermath of our explosive encounter.
I tiredly ran my hand through my hair as I prepared myself mentally to go through the same physical and emotional torture that I had chosen to subject myself to for the whole day.
But I was decided. Only I was going to touch, hold, caress, and mold myself against Robert Pattinson. Only I. He was mine…
The monsters sanctioned my decision with raucous roars.
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Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
Kristen Stewart Gets Possessive of Robert Pattinson in Italy I based this fictitious diary entry on a previous post where I gleefully made a theory.
Oh. Oh! Oh!!! Did the thought of anybody else getting near the chiseled body of Robert Pattinson fill you with such green-eyed torment that you would do anything to prevent it? Like tiring yourself out repeatedly numerous times for numerous camera angles? Ooohhhh…
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June 16th, 2009 at 11:22 am
this was worth the wait lorna! i could imagine the headstrong Kristen Stewart thinking these thoughts.
we can just assume that the injured ankle was the result of this determined decision
June 16th, 2009 at 11:57 am
Haha! Thanks, Robyn! Yeah, the injured ankle most probably resulted from all that running and jumping into Rob’s arms.
June 16th, 2009 at 12:11 pm
Wow that was soo realistic. Its like it was me thinking all those thoughts. *claps* Excellent, perfect
June 16th, 2009 at 1:22 pm
*curtsy* Thank you, thank you, KS!
June 16th, 2009 at 1:40 pm
i write some diaries of my own they’re on my twitter http://www.twitter.com/xteam_edwardx yea i write nikki Reed diaries Kristen Stewart diaries and Rob Pattinson diaries ppl like them but yours are much better lol
June 16th, 2009 at 1:45 pm
Sensual.
Gets very cool to read your “works” – great, love your web!
June 16th, 2009 at 4:08 pm
OMG this one is really HOT “To fight the yawning black certainty, I focused on Rob’s hands grasping me firmly by the waist, his chest crushing my breasts, and the hardness of his thigh pressing between mine, scraping my feminine center in a burning fire that only got inflamed as I sensuously slid down his leg”, yet, they’re very comfortable with that particular scene. Really, channeling the role of E & B is a business that RobSten takes seriously.
June 16th, 2009 at 11:58 pm
guys i’m really confused…are all these real???
June 17th, 2009 at 12:03 am
i wish all these come true…
June 17th, 2009 at 12:18 am
HOT! More please!:-). So romantic,we could all use more romance in our lives. Kristen, don’t be jealous! I think that truly Rob only has eyes for you.
I wonder what Rob was saying to Kristen in the last photo?
June 17th, 2009 at 3:22 am
Lorna, it was so romantic and very hot.
June 17th, 2009 at 8:22 pm
“Robert Pattinson was mine and mine alone. No one is going to get within an inch of that body except me.”
“I raised myself on my toes, avidly seeking the lips that have been mine for more than a year, lips that I have to dole out to some other woman until they become mine again.”
“Only I was going to touch, hold, caress, and mold myself against Robert Pattinson. Only I. He was mine…”
This lines killed me!!!!
all the emotions are there!!!!!
You outdid yourself again!
great job!
aaah i can’t wait to see this kiss!!!!!!!!!
[err sorry for the exclamation points..hehe]
June 18th, 2009 at 1:49 am
ohh
June 18th, 2009 at 9:46 am
i just love this !!
hey i found this …. http://tvnz.co.nz/entertainment-news/rob-pattinson-pining-kristen-stewart-2788543
and people… dont forget 2 vote for twilight in the teen choice awards!!!
July 13th, 2009 at 6:54 am
. . . And then realism set in and Michael Angarano was there . . .
July 13th, 2009 at 7:33 am
Its funny how shes so possessive over him.Shes all like “Only I was going to touch, hold, caress, and mold myself against Robert Pattinson. Only I. He was mine…”Its like if anybody else even gets near hhim she’ll rip that girls head off. :O <hahaha
July 18th, 2009 at 8:25 am
That was really sexy.
KStew did seem desperate for Rob as she was runnning. I doubt she would run that fast if it was just some other dude standing there.
Rob looks a bit sad, like he knows/thinks it’s just acting to her :/ depressing really.
Moving on to a lighter topic, i love how her shirt kind of lifts up in the back, it makes the whole thing just amazing. Robert looks amazing, as well.
August 8th, 2009 at 9:34 am
YOU GO GIRL, KRIS! Lol Great job with this!
September 6th, 2009 at 1:07 am
u know in one of the pics i always wondered why robert looked like an old man with his jeans being so big in the front and his abs being so fit when picking up kstew but now… i think i found enlightenment ! why would a man’s abs look so fit and skinny but his pants fit so tight?? well its all in the [man's privates] im sure
an [excited e*******] is soooo difficult to get rid of