The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Comforting Handsie from Robert Pattinson

A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen

I had almost said, “Are you f—ing kidding me?” when the press guy had, like, asked about our chemistry off screen when they had already been requested not to ask any personal questions.

It was the end of the questions, but, the press had requested for more photos even after we had already posed for the cameras before the press con began. We had to oblige.

I was crawling in my own skin. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry from frustration. I looked upward to control myself. As my chest constricted in a dry silent sob, I pulled my shirt away from my chest. It felt like the soft cotton was hardening and squeezing the breath out of me.

(From L) Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson at the 2009 San Diego Press Conference

The lyrics of the Minor Threat song Out Of Step began to pound in my head.

I can’t keep up,
Can’t keep up
Can’t keep up
Out of step with the world

Cashing in.

Then I felt his hand on my lower back where my Minor Threat shirt met my jeans. The warmth from his palm against the strip of bare skin was, like, comforting. Even without my saying anything, Rob had known what a toll the press conference had taken on me. I loathed these things with a passion.

(From L) Taylor Lautner, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson at the 2009 San Diego Press Conference

Earlier, he had also tried to tease me out of my tension by sliding his hand across my covered forearm as it stretched out towards Taylor Lautner. The short comforting stroke had me, like, looking down for a second from being overwhelmed by a surge of strong emotion.

As the moderator announced the start of the press conference, I sneaked a grateful glance at Rob.
(From L) Taylor Lautner, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson at the 2009 San Diego Press Conference
Photo Courtesy of Celebuzz
Source: Getty Images

Rob will always be there for me. He’s going to watch out for me and keep me safe. The knowledge, like, filled me with a relief I couldn’t explain.

Instinctively, I leaned towards his comforting warmth. I wanted to snuggle closer, but, I stopped myself because I knew the rumors would, like, go haywire; but, I couldn’t help my fingers from clutching his shirt like a child with a silent demand, ‘Don’t go. Stay here always.’

(From L) Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson at the 2009 San Diego Press Conference
Photo Courtesy of RadarOnline.com
Photo: Film Magic

When the photographers, like, asked for an exchange in position, I was suddenly filled with panic when his towering presence left my side. I swallowed a protest as the loss of Rob filled me with a cold stricken void.

As soon as he was on my right, I didn’t stop myself this time. I immediately went closer and luxuriated in the comfort of his reassuring heat.

Everything is going to be alright as long as Rob is beside me.

(From L) Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart and Taylor Lautner at the 2009 San Diego Press Conference

Photo Credits

Except where otherwise indicated, all photos are courtesy of Just Jared Jr.
Credit: Richie Buxo; Photos: SplashNewsOnline

Thanks to team robsten on facebook for the edited image (third from top), rachael for the pic link, and ATK readers Jasmine and G for the heads up.

Note that the last photo was flipped.

Thanks to ATK reader hmmm? for the vid link to the press conference.

Thanks to ATK reader bellacullen for the Minor Threat lyrics for Out Of Step

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