The Kristen Stewart Diaries — Celebrating my 19th Birthday with Robert Pattinson
A Fictitious Entry that Chronicles the Thirst of Kristen Stewart aka Bella Swan for Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen
Even though I was in the middle of shooting a scene on the set of what was supposed to be the Forks High School parking lot, I couldn’t help the inexplicable thrill that ran through me when I looked coyly over my shoulder at Rob, who was waiting for his cue to enter the scene as Edward.
I don’t know what it was about him, but, just seeing him standing there was enough to make me smile.
I remembered waking up on my birthday yesterday and going to the New Moon set excitedly. I had even opened the limo’s window and waved happily at the Twilight fans waiting patiently for a glimpse of us. A part of me marveled at their tenacity and endurance.
I also recalled my anticipation of shooting my favorite part of New Moon — the Bella and Edward scene.
I was also grateful to New Moon director Chris Weitz for scheduling the shoot to coincide with my real birthday, making it easier for me as an actor, since Bella was also supposed to be celebrating her birthday, although it was her 18th while I was on my 19th.
Just being there on the set with Rob yesterday made it such a fun day for me.
I didn’t want to question the overflowing joy. I was just happy. Period. Besides, it’s my birthday. I’m supposed to be happy. I can be happy about anything and everything, even the simplest act of walking towards the food table with Rob during the break.
I ignored the snickering monsters.
In the same way, I didn’t want to question the gaiety that flowed through me while Rob and I did the sequence together today, the day after my birthday. Acting happy around him has always been effortless.
As I acted out taking pictures of my “human” friends, it brought back memories of the goofy pictures that we took during my private birthday party last night in a closed function room in some restaurant. My smile went even wider at the recollection.
As the clapper called ‘Cut!’ I was momentarily stunned into stillness. A rapturously happy day and night without Mike. Without my boyfriend. What did it mean?
Disturbed, I didn’t look at Rob.
I was relieved when he walked off in the opposite direction while I headed into the small tent that had been set up to protect the actors from the slight drizzle. I huddled in its semi-darkness with my disquiet.
The monsters howled their feverish eagerness to the skies.
To read this story from the point of view of Robert Pattinson, please click here.
Lorna Lopez aka ATwilightKiss Notes
All the exclusive photos in this post from the 09-10 April 2009 New Moon shoot are from:
09 April 2009 – Lainey Gossip
Photo: PunkD Images
10 April 2009 – Lainey Gossip
Photo: PunkD Images
Lainey also listed the guests of Kristen Stewart in her private birthday party:
“Anyway, yesterday was Kristen Stewart’s birthday. They all hit up a private room in a restaurant for a late night celebration: Kristen Stewart, Nikki Reed + female friend, Taylor Lautner, Robert Pattinson, his friend Sam, and Jackson Rathbone.”
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April 11th, 2009 at 12:58 pm
i like the way they smile
April 11th, 2009 at 3:17 pm
I have only one question: where was her boyfriend?
It’s weird.
April 11th, 2009 at 4:03 pm
Gosh, I was smiling all throughout while reading this! Word of the day is “HAPPY.” Oh, Kristen, your happiness is overflowing whenever your with Rob – I bet, you’re still using that Robert Pattinson Glowing powder (am I right about the term Lorna?)
Kristen, you’re stunningly beautiful whenever you smile with gusto! I strongly suggest that you should spend more time with Rob because that’s the only time you seem to be at peace with your self and the crazy world that is Hollywood
April 11th, 2009 at 8:32 pm
hemm.. i don’t know why, when i read the diary, i felt a little hurt..i dont know. like i have bad feeling. sorry, Lorna.
but i like the way kristen smile if rob was around her.
i hope they will be together at the end of the series. i always pray for it. always
April 11th, 2009 at 9:21 pm
It’s okay, Al. I think you got sad near the end when Kristen still didn’t know her feelings. It’s a real sad situation. And, the huddling under the tent by herself is real too. Just click on the links if you want to see.
April 11th, 2009 at 11:53 pm
thanks lorna. i appreciate it
maybe you’re right. i’m sad because she still didn’t know her feelings. if she said rob wasn’t her type, why they bond/chemistry so strong? even when they first met like they had known eachother for a long time.
i still believe they can be together.
April 12th, 2009 at 2:03 am
I´m strogly inclined to the version that they are just trying to avoid the media…
Whenever they are in the public spotlight, they are so obvious in this task of apppering separate. Go to celebrate toghether and live saparately, remember this papparazzi are vultures, they say anything, ANYTHING in order to sell tabloids. If I were in their place, i mean feeling something real and IMPORTANT, I would keep out of the sight of these souless sellers… They feel so much, that when they looK each other, IT SHOWS. Thast´s why they avoid to do so in public.
April 12th, 2009 at 7:19 am
I like that picture with Kristen staring at Robert. I think they’re probably shooting a scene there.
Anyway, Kristen, stare into Robert’s eyes and ask yourself, “am I in love with this guy?”
April 12th, 2009 at 12:21 pm
you are so right isabel, she needs to be with rob!! i personally love watchin people fall in love!!!and i especially love them together!!!!! it just brings me to tears!!!!but that boyfriend of hers has got to go!!!!i mean where was he!!!i mean my bf travels all the time but i still call him on his birthday when hes not here!!!if my bf was in vancover shotting a movie i would go up to see him!!!if ks doesnt get with him im gonna fly to where eva shes stayin and smack some sense into that woman!!!!rob cares for her just like how edward cares for bella(except for the fact that he leaves her)rob will probably be the best boyfrind anyone can get!!! i gotta message for kristen get with rob
April 14th, 2009 at 12:44 am
twilightbabe -yeah! Go ahead and smack some sense into her! LOL. Yeah where the heck was MA on her birthday? Hmmmm.
Sometimes the only time we realize we truly love someone and how much they mean to us is when they’re no longer around. Sad but true.
May 2nd, 2009 at 7:22 am
My feelings personally I think that they have to keep up apperances for the fans, through the saga they might have to live, breathe ‘Edward & bella ‘ so where ever thy go have to look like they are secretly in love just for the fans. My heart however hopes that they will prove that they can really capture their inner feelings of of their characters and be together for forever after the Twilight saga.